new hair

today i got my hair done. i've got bangs, but right now they're pulled up in a barrette.



i felt good all day but for some reason i'm starting to feel anxious now. i want a cigarette. i want to go outside. i want to be doing something other than sitting here writing this. i don't know what, though.

tigger isn't sick anymore, or if he is, he's feeling better.

i wish i could be entertained and made happy by the things that used to do that for me. i used to love to do so many things, now i'm just bored and depressed. i need something, but i don't know what it is.